“Deeper magic from before the dawn of time.” ~ C.S. Lewis
“The wise man does at once what the fool does finally.” ~ Machiavelli
Lying on your back, looking at beauty, talking beauty, with beauty, in a beautiful way. Forget cynicism. That’s real ambition. The rest follows. That would be joyous. Not just happy. Happy is baseline. Who can say they’re even there? Over-sensitivity, or not for the desensitised?
“You don’t have a life. You ARE life.” ~ Eckhart Tolle
You can’t always live for the drab, and the strife. It’s a portent of malcontent. We all need something sacred. It’s what I always wanted. A deep connection. Realism has its place, and it’s a large one. But, without the other, is it even worth it?
“The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.” ~ Maureen Dowd
Frankly, that song at full volume sets me on fire. If you get it, you’re there… and you get me. Move on and smile, but never forget. Live with “frisson” in everything you do. By hook, or by crook. There’s the song your heart can sing, if you let it. Deep affectation:
There’s the signal. From what is you. Resonance. Connection. Vibration. When you feel that, you know that anything is possible. Absolutely, positively anything. Aspiration. True lunacy. True love. No greater truth. Never forget. I’ll stay sensitive.
It’s how the part of you that knows, tells the part of you that thinks, that this is what the majority wants… and when desire crosses your path, but brings that with it as well, then everything possible that amplifies is desired. Good vibrations.
Life in high contrast. Like the beauty of a full moon, on a chilly, cloudless night. Or a precious and perfect sunrise, preceded by Venus, the brightest star in the sky. OK, that’s Sirius, the “Dog Star”, but you get the point.
“…life would still go on, believe me.”
The desire to repay the joy the other has given you, in any way you can. Total happiness. Total bonding. Truly without boundaries. No hangups, but no graphic descriptions. It’s in the connection between two people. No-one else’s business. No shame. No need to share.
A man’s gotta have an ambition! When love outweighs every negative, there are no limits to what you would do for the other. Something that may embarrass the other is accepted, with total love and charm. That’s my hope. I once believed it was unrealistic. Realism is mundane. You learn.
Strike a chord? Resonate? Give you a chill? Wake up! If you don’t get it, you’re desensitised, as I may have been. Work on it, in whatever way you can. Contentment with the mundane is the death of any basic spiritual growth.
Example Given: Football! It may not be totally my bag, but come on… The chills, the joy, when your team scores a GOAL! Your body TELLS you what’s what. Try and find that every day. Not just on Saturdays, with your mates. Ideally with your partner.
Desire to please does not come from an instruction book. It comes from within. If you’ve once said you would do anything for this person, and they felt the same joy and desire, then they would reciprocate. No questions, no hangups, no negatives. Total joy. That’s the ideal I aspire to, and my hangups are history. If that’s unrealistic, sue me.
It should live in every one of you. You all should feel it. If you don’t, ask why. If you can’t look at the one you love and feel the bomb going off inside you, then you need to do some serious soul-searching.
It lasts as long as it lasts. But if it’s not there at the beginning, the flame will never be any brighter. That’s attraction. We owe it to each other, to always do, and be, the best that we can. Consistently. If attraction is strong enough, the spirit is willing.
That’s why the concept of sexual distinction irritates me. You are attracted to another. It’s not all about sexuality. That’s what is expressed within the bond of mutual love, or ‘practice’. You are attracted to whoever – man or woman. It’s not “us” and “them”. Venus vs. Mars. It’s about attraction, and what it generates. Attraction isn’t to be viewed as futile, but show the other respect, if not reciprocated. If the attraction is strong enough, then that should be second nature. You learn.
The actions of the controlling few, throughout the centuries, have rippled down, in a butterfly effect, and finally provoked justified moves for equality. Across the human spectrum. They are wholly necessary. The fact that they ARE necessary, let alone still needed, is absolute travesty. Total equality, across the board. Until then… fight the good fight.
That’s the deepest truth I can share with anyone. That’s what makes me feel joy, laughter and love. ‘Frisson’ is one of my earliest memories. That’s what motivates. That’s what I remember, and that’s what I miss. But I broke a promise I gave early on. Simply forgot this;
“Every word is precious.”
To touch the soul of another. It’s our greatest achievement. To find your own Nirvana. That’s my “white whale”, and it’s been part of my life’s quest for meaning, but not by itself now. I have a new passion, and it’s writing. So why shouldn’t one write about the other?
An old hymn from long ago says; “God is love.” So did my old Nan, for that matter. I’d go a step further, in that God (whatever) exists in harmony, and that is precious, so safeguard it, at all costs.
“What a beautiful morning. Sun is shining. All is well.” ~ Paul Daniels
Now that’s MAGIC!
“Metal Dogs have extremely high standards and expect a lot of themselves and of others. They are loyal and hold a strong outlook about the direction they want their life to take. They choose their friends and causes with care, as they do not plan to ever not support these people and things again. Once they have committed themselves, there is little to no turning back. They are bold, unafraid to disagree out loud about anything they feel is unjust or unfair. Metal Dogs are easily stressed if a plan does not go accordingly. They find it difficult to relax when there are things to be done.”
“The highest expression of your soul’s urge is to connect in a mystical way with others. Although your aspirations are lofty, you are also a humanitarian who is often gifted with a sharp intuition and keen analytical skills. Often you give up opportunities that should be yours, simply to help another. This is because your faith in yourself, god and the future is so strong that you live by your conviction that the universe is always unfolding as it should.
Others simply do not possess your spiritual sophistication and may be amused or repelled by what they see as your irrational talk or beliefs. You may be accused of being stupid or foolish simply because you won’t take the bait (of a job or money) at the expense of your ethics. Compared to the other numbers, you excel at letting go of lovers or opportunities simply because you know you can’t take emotions and material goods with you when you die.
As you are driven more by compassion than common sense, you are the first to fall on your sword for a worthy cause. You may often be broke because you see money only as a tool of change. You would much rather spend money on art, charity or a trip. In fact, ostentatious displays of wealth anger and disgust you because your ideal is a world where all humans are equal.
You might appear very eccentric to others who don’t quite understand your fascination with the spiritual world or your insistence on being a seeker of truth. Furthermore nines tend to get carried away when it comes to trying to heal or connect to others. The biggest mistake you could make is to try and be an “agent of karma” by meddling or interfering in other people’s affairs.
As you are so talented psychically, you often become a liability in business simply because people in authority resent your ability to perceive their secrets. You rarely rise very high on the corporate ladder simply because others see you as a threat to their cloak of political intrigue.
You have a soul that must be continually assured and fed with new sources of spiritual information. To stay healthy, your psyche may require that you make special trips to holy or mystical places. You may have to seek out special teaching to help you understand and cultivate your talents so that you are in control, as opposed to terrorized by them. Being able to foresee the future or see through other people is often painful, so some therapy might be required in your life to help you detach from your own sensitivity.
One of the sins you are most vulnerable to is spiritual pride. This can bring you situations that cause your faith to be seriously tested or where your pride can take a big fall. Many nines often find themselves subject to a lesson in becoming humble by the cosmos simply because they were too boastful of their talents. Making money off of your psychic talents may also cause you some problems, as part of your path is to heal without the expectation of reward. If you are working professionally as a psychic and are a nine, then remember to tithe at least one tenth of your earnings towards a worthy cause. However the highest calling of your soul urge is to share your intuitive talents for free.”
“The optimum result of your life expression is the accumulation of wealth. Just because you are materialistic does not mean you are not spiritual, however. Many number eights believe that the wealth that they create in their lives is an expression of their soul’s ability to circulate good energy in their life.
You are all about the exchange of energy and it is individuals like you that keep life in motion on earth. You have the ability to build relationships and social structures as well as connect significant individuals with each other. You are also a mover and a shaker that knows how to create opportunity in the midst of chaos. Nothing stops your will to get what you want and very few of you experience real failure. This is because your deep capacity for analysis and natural foresight often prevent you from making mistakes in the first place.
You may be materialistic but you are not greedy. You are more than willing to share your wealth with those you love and often your motivation for getting rich is to give them the best future possible.
You are also a fantastic boss and leader. Your natural knack for inspiring and motivating others will probably change many lives for the better during your time here on earth. In fact, seeing others thriving as the result of your actions is one of your greatest personal rewards.
You normally express yourself in a very polite, civil and courteous manner. If you feel an intense emotion like jealousy you don’t tend to show it. You tend to hold your cards close to your chest to keep others in suspense as to what your next move might be. Your unpredictability often gives you the upper hand in business but it often frustrates loved ones who sometimes feel you do not communicate with them enough.
In general though you make an excellent spouse and parent. You are responsible, affectionate and wise. Your honesty and trustworthiness often makes you a pillar in your community. One often finds the typical number eight participating on boards and in organizations that serve or shape the future of a community. Your advice is always appreciated and you excel at giving constructive criticism. For this reason you make an excellent teacher, builder, retailer or politician.
Romantically you believe that your lover deserves only the best. Part of the expression of your devotion often includes lavishing your loved ones with gifts and luxuries. You love grand sweeping gestures such as sweeping your spouse away for a romantic weekend or surprising them with a large present.
You have good, but expensive tastes in cars, furnishings and clothing. You are very well groomed and would not think of leaving the house for two seconds wearing a housecoat. You also often judge others by whether or not they are impeccably groomed as well. You can be quite stern with children and teenagers who are messy or don’t keep their lives in order. This is one matter that can trigger the stern disciplinarian in you.
As you are very ambitious and goal oriented, sometimes it is hard to fit loved ones and family into your busy schedule. Number eights also excel at sports and can be found relaxing on golf courses or horseback riding on weekends. One of the challenges of your lucky number is to make sure that family and friends are also included in your exciting plans.”
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Pinch of salt, as ever, but it was quite intriguing.
“You are a deeply spiritual individual who often displays a deep interest in religion or the occult at a very early age. In fact many nines grow up to be psychics, healers, priests and nuns. You probably feel responsible for keeping up the morality or spirit of mankind in some way, or even responsible for their very souls. This is why many nines also end up working for the law as policemen or judges or in some aspect of spiritual or psychological counseling.
The emphasis of your life path is on finding ways to communicate the divinity of man in a practical context. As many nines are also very artistic, this connection with the higher powers might also be expressed through a talent such as writing, music or painting.
At some point in your life you have probably sworn to yourself to make this world a better place. You are extremely compassionate and feel above the matters that you feel causes factions of society to be divided. You are very aware of feeling as insignificant as a grain of sand in the Universe and believe that materialism, prejudice and lust just don’t matter in the long run.
You have a charismatic and very open personality that attracts you a lot of friends. You are very social, sometimes at the expense of your other responsibilities. Sometimes a number nine might take too much time out during the day “to smell the flowers” and incur the resentment of those that are left to pick up the slack.
Your attitude towards life in general is very selfless and you usually have a good connection with God or a higher power. However often the number 9 faces a unique challenge at some point in his or her life that seems to be a test of faith. Usually this incident takes the form of a devastating personal loss, disease or some sort of tragedy. This triggers a period of time that lasts a few years that is often called the “dark night of the soul.” It is usually during this period of your life that you find the extreme courage and strength to become what is called a wounded healer.
Your life may seem too tough to handle at times which makes you vulnerable to finding substitutes for the family unit. As you are naturally very lonely and insecure, you are particularly vulnerable to joining a cult or becoming fanatical in the religious sense.
If you are a number nine you may find your life seems more difficult than others. This is because it is common human nature to take advantage of your compassion, empathy and generosity. It may seem unfair to you that others do not appreciate the spiritual gifts that you have to offer, especially when you demand so little materially from the world. This is part of the problematic path of the number 9 who is often fated to learn that the path of true compassionate does not necessarily result in spiritual rewards for the healer either.
Although you may feel quite clear about your divine purpose and goals in life, others may perceive you as weird or spacey. This is why it is often difficult for a number 9 to keep a job for long. Relationships might also be very difficult for a 9 to sustain, as this particular path is a rather lonely one. Part of the 9′s spiritual development is usually being presented with situations that force them to let go of emotional situations and connections that might interfere with the higher purpose that the cosmos has in store for them.”